WOW Time Fly's!!!!

So it's been like MONTHS since I last posted... Yeah I know. I started this to share my story & to help me come to terms with my Lupus. But over the past few months so much has changed for me... In my last post I told you about being pregnant. Well I'm 30 weeks along today with a pretty healthy little boy!!! :-) I have about 10 weeks left in my pregnancy. Both the baby & I are doing very well. We've had some craziness over the past few months, that's for sure! With all the extra special tests that all my doctors want to run & the special ultrasounds I feel like I'm always being poked with needles! I think the hardest part of everything was all the changes with my meds. No more anxiety or pain meds. But still taking my Planquinal for my Lupus. It was a rough go there for awhile... But things are getting better. I'm just waiting for the joys of being able to take my pain meds in a few short months!!! But every day I have the joys of feeling Little Callen wiggle, kick & punch me. After giving up the dream of never having kids I never thought I would ever get to experience these feelings. I am sooooo happy to become a mommy!!! It's really a dream come true for me. I wouldn't trade this for anything in the world! I am fully aware of all the risks that I have coming. I have some great doctors that have really talked to me about everything. I'd be lieing if I said I wasn't still scared of what could all happen. But I know that all my doctors are taking every precaution for myself & the baby. So hopefully everything will all keep going smoothly.